Happy Auntie makes me feel so ashamed of myself.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 / 3:56 PM
Went to make coffee at pantry just now, Cleaner auntie commented that i look different.she keep stressing that i look different..
Auntie : you look different lah..
Tif : huh? how different?
Auntie : different lah... very different lah.. *turn to Iris* she look different lah...
haha.. for a moment, i thought i might have look more beautiful or wat.. but to my disapointment.. Auntie ask me, are you sick.. you look sick lah.. *sigh*.. so i look different cos i look pale.. haha..but i ask Auntie, different but beautiful anot? haha.. dun care hw different i look.. but must be beautiful..wahaha.. Then she reply "beautiful lah" *indian acent.. haha..* she's quite a funny lady.. hee..
At times, looking at Auntie, i feel myself so weak.. She is a 40+ yrs old Indian lady with a 30+ yr old look.. she told me she woke up 4am every morning.. then around 5-6am.. left JB house to our office to work.. at around 5+pm,he left for JB again.But i don't see the tiredness expression on her face.. feel so ashamed of myself... i slpt around 12-1am.. woke up around 7+am.. & i m like half dead in the office after lunch.i only got to travel from kovan to clarke quay whereas Aunite got to travel to & fro from JB to SG.. hiazs.. Maybe its auntie postitve character that makes her look so young & energetic?She always look happy thou she has got a problematic son.. hmmmm..
at times looking at the life of others & ourselves... we just have to keep telling ourselves how fortunate we are..Should really learn to be self contended...
