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我的身材走样！！！ Wednesday, August 29, 2007 / 6:50 PM
I hate my HAIR, I hate my FATS, I hate my CHUBBY FACE, boo hoo.. i'm growing horizontally again.
I desperately need to get more jeans. The current pairs are so.. so.. TIGHT! sobzs! i'm so so ugly..
My latest figure!...
Fretting over Interview result yet still having doubts on my decision.. Lost!... Tuesday, August 28, 2007 / 4:52 PM
Went for an interview on 02/08/08..Result of the interview is not out yet.. (-.-')..have been feeling uneasy or can i say gan jiong? hiazs..Not sure wat kind of result i hope to receive..
The feeling of the wait is exactly the same when i 1st submitted the application letter.Submitted it online & wasn't sure how long it will take for them to get back to me for interview.Everyday was just waiting & bugging xiu & linda on how long will i get the application result.I've waited to a point of time I had kind of give up.Then the letter for interview came. haha. tats y alot of times pple say, when u do not wait for things, it come. haha..
I was shortlisted for interview..woo hoo,i was on the phone with xiao bai when i opened the letter.Cut her conversation & told her the gd news..seriously seeing that i was shortlisted. I was reali happy. Mayb i wasn't expecting to be shortlisted.
Thou happy, I was feeling tense & stress.As the interview day gets nearer, my stress level gets higher..haha. come to think of it,i was pretty useless..I don't know what has got into me. It was just an interview, i went for so many but gues this was the worst one i had or felt. Mayb cos its a career i have been hoping to try, yet its oso one that I have total no confident with my capability (+ my past interviews were al IT related. This is juz so different.) Thus when I had the chance for interview. I wanted to do the best. The more i hoped to do the best, the worse i performed!. *sobzs* My mind was in a complete blank when i enter the interview room. Qns asked were what I had prepared for the past few days. Searching the answer franticaly in my mind, recalling what xiu, linda & karen had told me. But nothing came out. hiazs..For most qns, i took a damn long time to think & answer. Left the room feeling totally dishearted & disappointed with myself.
Again, after the interview, its waiting time again..Today is the 27th day, no news yet. Last week, i realised my motivation to get home asap is to check if I've got the letter. This week, i'm more to give up waiting again. haha. it just seems so weird to be waiting for interview result via slow mail..haha..
Anyway, i'm pretty confused. 1 part of me, hope i wil be able to pass thru the interview..another part of me doubt my decision & capability..Been thinking for the past few days, maybe I'm more suitable for desk bound job.. Like now, siting at 1 corner quietly doing my job.. not much interation with pple needed.. haha.. I don't like to talk esp when I am tired & i gets tired easily.. Hw am I going to cope with a class then? ("-.-") haha..maybe i tink too much.maybe afterall i din pull thru the interview at all.
But I know well inside me, I need to get a stable job.. An officer of mine advise me to go back ARMY.. haha.. maybe I shld sign on? will they think I'm too old for it? wahaha..
*ATTACK*.. REC Ong, what's that violet crumble doing in your pockets? u tot u having pinic ah? wahaha...
hope it cheer up ur day! Wednesday, August 15, 2007 / 11:59 AM
Haha.. This is funi.. =)
When can I STOP eating?? I've HUGE appetite lately.. Tuesday, August 14, 2007 / 4:36 PM
Eating has been an enjoyment for me lately.If only I don't have to worry about my figure & weight I guess I will have been happier..haha..
Have been feeling hungry easily or can I say "NOT FULL" feeling is there all the time? haha..like today, I had a big packet of vegetarian bee Hoon in the morning..normally the bee hoon can last me till 2-3pm..even after i went gym. today around 11am, I'm feeling hungry, went lunch ard 1pm..Had Yi Mian Tang & a cup of kopi(I finished the Yi Mian & drank half bowl of soup!!).Then came a briefing 30mins after i back in office. Theres a pack of biscult on the table where we had our discussion..I'm staring at the biscults,my mind was with it al the while. it was so near to me lor..I R..EEEEEEEE...N!!
REN & REN.. biscults seems like calling out for mi.. "Come & have Me..1 only wun die lah. wun b tat fattening.." Soo.. soo.. distracting..Finally I gave in..haha. I went over to take tat pack, gave 1 to shirley..wahaha. eating alone is just so guilty..wahahaha..kidding lah,i always share with her tibits oki,i'm not selfish mah..Left 1 last piece in the pack..look so miserable, wanted to finish it,cant bear to see it alone..like ke lian rite? ahahhaa..but think cannot lar hor.. later pple find mi yao gui(greedy)? haha.. tam jia(Tan[1] chi[1])? hmmmmm.. gota have some yi tai u noe.. *blush!*
Jialat! nw praying hard I lost my appetite soon. Or at least back to normal..Think tis wkend can go ecp jog,frm mac to bedok jetty..haha..eh, den after dat can go eat bbq fish, carrot cake & sotong at the food village..hmmmmmmm,long time no eat sotong..haha..any 1 interested in Sotong? eat liao blur blur.."Act Blur live longer"..haha..Bao's TagLine.. *wink wink..*
Posted on 15/08/08 12.47am..
Yummmy.... =)
Awe....... :(
see see..which is more interesting? The biscults right? That's normal human reaction to be distracted by it then to b interested with the Greeny Brief.. wahaha..hmmm,afteral i wasnt reali greedy.. They shld have made the brief more interesting.. hiazs.. =Þ
Reports of my foood intake today..
- Big pack of bee hoon again!!
- since 10.30am til 12.30am.. i've been pinching on the snack JR bought frm phillipines..Dried Mango.. Argh! i can feel my stomach bursting.. Really full nw.. Guess I've eaten around 2 packs..& i was telling JR i gg to steal 1 pack & ate it quietly at my corner..haha.. upon seeing tat msg.. he took 1 pack dump into my drawer..save my trouble to steal it.. I nvr bother to return it.. *Happy Grin.. haha..*
Lunch time soon.. Jia........a.........lat!
Nice Drink!.... slurp!! Thursday, August 9, 2007 / 10:08 PM
Yesterday nite went to KTV pub with Peter & Heng..Quite a nice place to hang out esp if u loves to sing..Free flow of poka green tea!! Had a bottle of chivas to go with it. Din know that Chivas + green tea taste so nice.. Hao He!..Kind of ironic thinking about it now. I dun like chivas(last time drank it mix with other soft drinks..dun noe wat..dun like the taste.) & i dun fancy green tea..haha.but when the 2 drinks mixed together, i love it..*grin*..This afternoon woke up,i was so thirsty & my mind was on the nice drink..jialat..Addicted?..Zai lai yi Bei.. haha..
bad thing abt tat place is singing in the hall & that will mean that everyone can hear you..Din dare to sing so juz drink & enjoy the songs..The boring part came when both guys went for a game of pool, din want to sit at our table alone.so went off with them.. *yawns..*..Actually wanted to try playing pool esp when there weren't many pple in the pub. Who know i might even beat Peter.wahaha.. Ponder abt the thought for quite some time, but just din dare to tel them.. *hmmm,kind of regret..*
Was playing some dice game with the 2 until bao joined.Haha..Quickly pass the dice to him..dun really like the game or rather not in the mood to play.Was poor at it too..Stupid game are just not for Clever pple? *shit! did i accidentally shoot u bao? sorry,i know u are just trying to eng siu the 2 oni..can see it..*haha.. At least the dice game kept the 3 guys entertained, & guess its a gd thing cos I myself was enjoying the songs & MTV..Everyone was entertained!!
Peter new GF? haha. always trying to cheat on gals.. hiazs..
Heng insisted that he was not drunk but very very tired.. Oki,lets buy in that..haha..anyway, xing fu de nan ren..Notice the chio bu behind him??..but the photo seems more like he was violated. the gal was happy? haha...
SObzs.. its such a sad sad song.... Wednesday, August 8, 2007 / 3:07 PM
Happen to hear this song. So sad. sang with great feelings of sadness..Hear it over & over b4 lunch..& my feeling just got deepen down by it.. Was so so emotional..
Den called up an ah fok for lunch. he agitate me even more..wahaha..thanks for guai shou who tried to be nice (trying nt to suan mi for 10sec?)..hmmmmm, his effort paid off a little..wahaha..once in a blue moon..
Anyway, enjoy the song ya.. Lets CRY together.. hee.. :p ===================================================================
Projects poorly manage..Developement team gets the SHIT!! Tuesday, August 7, 2007 / 10:34 PM
The account servicing pple crops up the project, higher management side the account pple, the immediate boss is away, the development team takes the blame..haha.. is it confusing? erm, gues thats hw my company works..Today my team mates were being scolded for the client's unhapiness. Scolded for not delivering wat was promised to the client. 3 out of 5 of us were being scolded. I wasn't involved as I wasn't in that project. The team(except me) had been OT-ing for the past few nights..& due to the project management problem, the team was appreciated with threats(to terminate their service IMMEDIATELY) & scolding..That's how APPRECIATIVE the co is & how PROFESSIONAL the MD handle problems.The main reason for the project crops up lies in a new Interactive Head who can't manage project at all. Only know that he or the other acct pple over-promised the client, the team was not brief on the expectation of the client. The client got pissed!
As usu, uncle steven started swearing the moment he stepped out of MD's room.His KNNBCCB..F**k.. CB.. like machine gun..Even til lunch time..hiazs..the whole team morale was low enuf, his swearing din make any of us feel better. But to b frank, I've concluded that the account pple in our co, out of the so many, maybe oni 2 are considered better ones..That OT i kana last mth,was also due to the poor management of project by the acct pple (tat gal i dislike alot..)..Understand that its not easy to be Acct excutive, but many times they tend to try pleasing the customer too much, causing us to suffer..hiazs..Over-Promised wat we can deliver!. =(
Realised my team working culture is so different from mine..For the past few wks or rather mths, I've been the 1st or 2nd in my team to leave office.The rest work till wee hrs..& came into office late in the morining or earli afternoon.. Often, I was the only person in my team in the morning to fight watever unforseen war.. :( ..As days passes by, I felt so outcast..haha. Cant deny the fact tat when team mates stayed to do OT, dey get to know each other better, working r/s also improved..I'm just so out of the grp. For me,I tried to finish whatever I can during office hrs..If not, I'l try to push deadline to a manageable timeline if possible.Then go home early..HIazs.. but team mates seems to tink otherwise. THey prefer to work when most of the pple had gone home.. then work till wee hrs & come in late the nxt day..of cos ther are times they have no choice cos of tight deadlines..Someone commented, some pple are just so lucky, able to go hm early blah blah..expected tat kind of remark to come sooner or later.. (-.-")..
So that day I told myself maybe next time I shld stay with the team when they OT (even when I have nothing to do), just to msn & blog.. haha.. STupid rite? I might as well go home eat mum's home cook food & rest..Its not going to work this way..
This blog is still ACTIVE!!... haha
My blog is still active okie..haha. Wanted to blog just nw, was typing half way but can't continue more. Been yawning so much that the screen looks blur..Guess if any of u were to stand infront of me nw, I'll definetly compliment that u are either handsome hunk or gorgeous babe..wahaha..So get it huh? Nxt time if want any compliment from me, make sure i'm really dead tired..& yawning like no one's business..gee!!..
Nitezs........
Isolated world
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Awe....... :(
