Determination seems weak today.....
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 / 5:35 PM
Looking out of the window from my seat.. I can feel the strong wind blowing by the big swaying movment of the trees..A heavy down pour day.. My dragging feeling to classes crept in once again.. Its such a good weather to go home, lie comfortably on bed, wrap around by my comforter with my stinky mini pillow beside & watch tv..hao su fu ah!! the thought of it makes me sleepy..haha...
argh!!!! at times, just cant cursing my glutton mouth.. if only, i am s.one who eats & nvr gets fat I'll definitely give a miss to today's lesson.. IF ONLY.........................................
But to make matter worst, my determination seems weak today!! JIALAT!! 2 against one (determination & lazy feeling) vs (dieting thought)..... 2 against 1... 这次惨了!!!
yearning to eat a bowl of tom yum or laksa... *Grrrrrrr.... du zi er!!* haha...
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Follow up entry...i went to my lesson eventually.. Yayyyyyyyyy!! my determination did not gets to zero because of the nice weather. THink the determination to Tone myself win over the laziness!! haha..so proud of myself.!!! but but.. becos the previous night i slpt at 3+am.. i was so stonned during lesson..there was 1 time when i realise my whole body was so tired & lazy to move.. All the others were doing squatting & standing except me..My mind was asking my body to move..but my body just aren't listening..Can u imagine i was forcing myself to start moving? if not, i gues i will have fal aslp standing.. *Ma Lu sia*