Kickboxing class starting today..hmmmm..hw should i go on explaining hw i'm feeling now? initially when i manage to reserve a slot.. i was damn happy..feeling was like i finally manage to reserve a slot, after so numerous failed attempts..so when i actually took the trouble to go down & made the payment.. i'm still feeling happy & excited that i've enrolled myself to the class..But now, i kind of having a freak out feeling..haha..

erm..eh.. can i not go tonight? the thought of me going alone to that unfamilar place for exercise kind of freak me out alot..just like ur 1st day to sch..U don't know where is the room, where is the toilet, where is the locker..I'm sure gg to b a big sotong looking toopid tonight..haha..& i guess i'm gg to look stupid trying to kick & punch..i tried kickboxing classes b4 at planet fitness..i still rem i have a hard time catching up with the instructor's pace & i see hw pple around kick & punch with power. .mine was like soft..& leg cant kick up high..wahaha..to think of it,i feel myself super comical..haha..

but good thing with that exercise is..it allows me to vent out all the frustration inside me..still rem the 1st time i tried the exercise..I was super angry with an officer at work..during the exercise,i visualise he was just infront of me & i tried with all my might to punch & kick him..wahhaa..after the classes, not only did i feel i had a great workout..my feeling was so much better too..al the anger, hate, frustration was out!!!.haha..

hmmmm..actually all drills back to my dependence i guess..anyway,hope i will have fun tonight..

*failed attempts : the response for the kickboxing classes are so overwelming that everytime after checking the schedule in the net, after choosing the slot both jenna & i can make it..the class was full..We've tried enrolling the class again & again..whenever the class is full, we've got to wait for anthr 2 mths for the nxt class to start..hiazs..haha..but jenna, so sorry..this time i pang sey u & enroll 1st..I've got to tone myself asap..haha..erm,thou its like difficult..but got try better den no have..hee.. :p